I’m a freak.

 

I seem to be fine living this way.

 

I stand out and know every gossip about myself. For fun, I would sometimes align myself to other’s expectations. I’m a satire, I live for irony. Everything can be twisted; everything has a clever system working behind it. I am understood by few and misquoted by the rest.

 

Passion is life. There is nothing above what drives you in this world. People will judge you for everything you do and say and they often don’t let you finish to have the last laugh. Sometimes doing the wrong things, as long as you hurt no one else, leads to a good thing. I don’t care what they say about me in current writing, I’m doing my thing proving everyone wrong everyday. It’s a disease, I know. I am inbred from the competitive nature of male species.

 

When I leave this earth, I definitely want a worthy footprint. It’s a useless thing to leave only the lunacy of your ideas behind. I have learned that age is merely a measurement of people’s expectancy of your actions. If you don’t act your age, they always tell you to grow up but often forget the flames of their own youth. I want to be as young as I am now until the end. I never want to die thinking I’m old.

 

There’s no point in standing up for who you are if you live a life fighting for nothing. It is in our soul; something that even baffles imagination, for without passion, what fuels one’s imagination? Set it on fire.

 

These are instructions on how I live my life. I am shadowed, walled and nonconforming. I judge all to eventually judge none. I love unconditionally and hate rarely. I have met my real friends and my sham buddies. The failure of my youth is to never stop thinking that I know everything while my suppressed maturity is ever still curious about life. I occasionally sweep my feet into the devil’s waters yet I eventually realized what God put me here to do.

 

You can forget all the dogma, that’s gutter-speak. Be daring and set it all ablaze. The weakest and maybe a waste of lives have been spent idle. Reach for your dreams and pack strong will because what you can imagine you can make into reality.

 

We all get a second chance though. Use it.

 

The most dangerous of human beings either contribute to our progression or destruction.

 

Let your freak flag fly.

 

Isamu 2011